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Tweak says, "A babbling candle!"

Emma Swan (enchantedemma) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2016-05-20 14:24:00

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!open, izzy, ~emma swan, ~rhysand

Not that anyone cares, but if anyone needs me I'll be drinking my sorrows away at the club. I need loud music and booze right now. Since there are no cases that need to be solved and life back home seems to be going to hell.

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	nights_highlord 2016-05-22 07:57 pm UTC (link)
	I do not know how or why you insist on looking to the place you cannot go. Seems quite torturous to me. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	enchantedemma 2016-05-22 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	Because its the only way that I can look after my son and make sure that he's safe. And the rest of the people of Storybrooke. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nights_highlord 2016-05-22 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	And what will you do when they are not safe? How will you look after them from here, save for withering and burning in your own soul unable to go to them? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enchantedemma 2016-05-22 08:14 pm UTC (link)
	They were already unsafe in the underworld. I haven't read or seen anything in a while because I'm afraid to even look. And it seems when I find happiness it always gets ruined. I'm in my own personal hell being here. And why do you look different? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nights_highlord 2016-05-22 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	I think it's wise to stop looking back. Don't forget those things, they mean much to you, but if you keep looking into that well you'll only continue to be unhappy. I think someone once told me to "let go" and I did not take it very well, but a word from one to another; let go. Ah, you miss my more handsome face? It seems the island has chosen me for games. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

enchantedemma
2016-05-22 09:19 pm UTC (link)

I'm trying. But, I don't know how to let go from everything back in Storybrooke. I've tried but my curiosity peaks because I don't know how to let go. There's not many cases here and I just feel like I'm sitting around and doing nothing almost all of the time.

Ah the island does love playing tricks and games on people. And as much as I liked your old handsome face, this one isn't so bad.

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	nights_highlord 2016-05-22 09:25 pm UTC (link)
	Cases? I would say if the job you already had does not seem necessary then to find a new one? Or a hobby, they say? I've been finding fantastic ways to spend my hours. I wouldn't hate it if it weren't my father's face. As if I hated him before, now I look just like him. Disgusting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

enchantedemma
2016-05-22 11:07 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, in Storybrooke I was basically the Sheriff, until I gave the job up to my father. All I ever know is work, I don't really get out much to even know what I'm interested in. I must be the most boring person ever.

Yeah...that's where they get you. They usually do things to you that you hate. Which is why I never really progress my anger in fear that something might actually happen.

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	nights_highlord 2016-05-22 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	I'm doubtful of that, but now is the opportunity to find out who and what you are outside of work. You have to. You can let the hate consume you, and you can let it make you afraid. Or, you can let the hate drive you, and you can be better. You can dream again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enchantedemma 2016-05-22 11:31 pm UTC (link)
	I guess you're right. I mean all I do anyway is drink, it would be good to get out and do something. Maybe a trip to the beach as a start. Okay, you got me there. I don't think the island has messed with me yet, I'm trying not to jinx anything. But, if it helps, you look good. Even if you don't like that you look like your father. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nights_highlord 2016-05-22 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	The shore is often one of my favorite places to go. Perhaps I'll see you there. I would say if it has not then you are quite lucky, for I have been here mere months, which is but a blink in my lifetime, and already I am not as I am. Still, thank you. I do love a good compliment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

enchantedemma
2016-05-22 11:46 pm UTC (link)

Yes, I think that the sounds of waves is a great way to just relax. You know, I've always wanted to learn how to surf. Maybe I'll give it a try. Perhaps you will.

I hope that I never see the wrath of the island. Although sometimes it can be pretty entertaining with some people. And your very welcome. Maybe it will only last a day or two and then you'll be yourself again.

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	nights_highlord 2016-05-23 12:05 am UTC (link)
	I hear there's merfolk in the ocean. I'm sure one of them could teach you to surf. Or that guy that's always asking about a bon fire. I thought I gave enough bon fires but he must really like them. I would like to say I am not afraid of it, but given what it has done to me twice now I know to be terrified. I wonder whose wrath is greater. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

enchantedemma
2016-05-23 12:41 am UTC (link)

Hmmmmm I'll have to look into that. Oh I think I know that guy, he runs the surf shop. He must love the beach or something, always talking about surfing and the beach. Maybe its something that he enjoys doing, which isn't a bad thing I guess.

I don't know and I'm not looking to find out. I hope that I don't get turned old or into a man. I don't think I could handle that. Some people do get turned into opposite genders here.

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	nights_highlord 2016-05-23 11:43 am UTC (link)
	Clearly. I will not look forward to that. At least you've told me, now it won't be a surprise. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	_izzy_ 2016-05-24 03:18 am UTC (link)
	It's only one version of your home. You know how there's like different versions of people here, then there could be different versions of your home too. (Reply to this)