I know what you meant, and that is what I meant. I didn't mean that you would not have to worry about losing your job. I think it is the sort of job that you keep until death. Or it seems like it.
I'm not sure it's something you can figure out. But you're more than welcome to explore as much as you want.
I know, but... You seem angry. It didn't seem right to call you by a nickname if you're angry.