Lilly Kane was not normally a girl who did nevous, but yet she was as she paced the length of her apartment. Logan. Logan was coming to see her. Even though she had tired, and failed to fool him, to brush this whole entire thing off and tell him to go see Veronica he still wanted to come see her. It wasn't that she held on to some idea that magically everything would be fine, that she could slip back into her life right where she left off (okay, maybe there was a little bit of her that hoped he'd take one look at her and forget all about Veronica, but she told it to be quiet because it was Veronica and Lilly owed her everything). But she wanted to make things okay. Every good memory she had of her life was of him, Veronica and Duncan. Everything that had flashed through her mind as she laid dying by the pool had been them. She didn't dare hope that Duncan would show up and she desperately wanted to make things right with what she did have.
Even if that meant swallowing down a whole hell of a lot of feelings she still had for Logan and stepping back so Veronica could be happy. Lilly would not be that girl to her best friend. Hell she refused to be that girl to Logan. They were all she had.
Her heart nearly jumped out of her chest when she heard the knock and she practically sprinted to open in, standing motionless for a moment as she just looked at him. Logan Echolls. A grin spread across her face. "Oh my God, you're really here," she said, which was a little silly because he hadn't been the one six feet under. She all but launched herself at him, throwing her arms around him in as tight a hug as her she could muster. Screw standing around awkwardly.