InsaneJournal

Who: Buffy and Spike
What: Discussions
Where: Their Apartment
When: Backdated to Sunday
Rating: TBA
Status: In Progress


Buffy was a little nervous about telling Spike the possibility of possibly having a child. He hadn't picked up on it yet, and she wasn't even sure it was true. For all she knew, they would have this long talk and then she would find out that it really was paranoia on overdrive. She hadn't even considered it when he first became human. It didn't enter her mind for several days, and by then it was too late.

In truth, she wasn't completely opposed to the idea of being a mother. She wanted that, eventually. There would be a time when other slayers would take on duties and she could bow out gracefully and disappear into her own life. She had tried to do that after Spike had died. It wasn't the best time she ever had, but she did try for Dawn's sake. Dawn needed normal. Asaph had other plans, and here she was, although that wasn't the worst thing that could have happened either. She was fairly happy here, happy with the one person that she had sworn would never be able to get to her the way he did.

She poured some ice tea in a glass and walked over to the sofa, plopping down on it to wait for Spike to get home. She couldn't think of a way to start the conversation, but she had to laugh picturing Spike changing diapers. Now that just had to happen, and she was going to take pictures.