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Tweak says, "lolz wut r u doin"

Stefan Salvatore (moreblood) wrote in colligo_threads,
@ 2012-09-03 09:33:00

Entry tags:

elena gilbert, stefan salvatore

Who: Elena and Stefan
What: Walking and Coffee
Where: In town
When: Backdated to Saturday
Rating: PG?
Status: Incomplete

Stefan walked to Elena's slower than usual. There were times when he wanted to turn back, but he kept going. Going on like this wasn't good for either of them. They didn't have definition. He wasn't sure that Elena knew what they were either and it was driving him crazy. Maybe she was feeling the same thing. It was time to get through this, even if they walked away as friends.

Stefan was having a hard time deciding what he wanted. He had hurt Elena badly, and he knew it. While he loved her, he couldn't keep hurting her. She couldn't forget what he had done, and he wasn't sure if she could truly forgive him. That wasn't healthy in a relationship. Maybe she could find someone that didn't have such baggage, hadn't tried to drive her off a bridge for his own breed of vengeance. What had he been thinking that night? He knew that was the catalyst of what they were now, and he couldn't blame her. Even if it wasn't that situation, there were many others that just compounded.

He knocked at her door as he had many times in the last months, but he felt the weight on his chest. He would do what was best for her, even if it meant letting go.

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doppelgangs
2012-09-17 06:21 am UTC (link)

"I know, control is really hard. I fight with that more than I fight with anyone else." This whole relationship thing was a backseat to trying to make sure that she didn't rip someone's face off and eat it. Elena nodded a little. "And I know that too, Stefan. I promise that if I need you, I'll call you." Though maybe that wasn't such a good idea anymore.

She pursed her lips and frowned. "I wanted to. I do. I just.. I feel so bad about myself, I can't think about anything else right now." She just hoped that maybe one day she'd be okay with everything. Honestly she had no idea where to go from here at all. "You're right though. We just need to figure things out. And we can't do that like this." Whatever this was between them. When he put his hand on her cheek, she put her hand on top of his and shut her eyes for a moment.

After he stepped back, Elena nodded. "I don't, but thanks anyway. I'll see you around sometime maybe, Stefan." She waved and disappeared back into the building.

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