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shieldedbella (shieldedbella) wrote in colligo_threads,
@ 2012-02-06 00:08:00

Entry tags:

bella swan, edward cullen

WHO: Bella Swan & Edward Cullen
RATING: TBD
STATUS: In Progress

Bella had tried to stay awake after receiving Edward's text. She had missed him, longed for him and despite the distance between them, she still wanted to be near him.

She had curled up on her bed to read, but even Withering Heights couldn't fight the battle against her heavy eyelids. She curled up under the comforter and her sleep was dreamless, an endless sea of darkness.

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tolovealamb
2012-02-11 03:16 am UTC (link)

Edward gently pulled Bella closer to him as she buried her face against his chest. He was glad that she was being open to this conversation despite it being awkward for the both of them.

"I admit that I don't know if there is anything I can do for contraception. Maybe we should go to the clinic and discuss it with a doctor." Edward wished that Carlisle was here. "Would you be willing to consider taking birth control?"

Never in his long life had he thought he would have to have a discussion about birth control. He hadn't even considered the possibility of a child. But it did happen back home, or at least, it was going to eventually happen. Edward did not want to put Bella through that again.

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shieldedbella
2012-02-11 03:38 am UTC (link)

Bella nodded against Edward's chest, his familiar scent helping to distract her from just how embarrassing this conversation was making her.

"Yes, I would be willing.. though isn't it better to use more than one form?"

She wasn't sure, but she vaguely remembered her Health Education teacher saying just as much. She clung to him, wondering how she had managed to go as long as she had without being near him. She seemed to fit perfectly in his arms and if she had a say so in it, she would never leave them.

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tolovealamb
2012-02-11 03:57 am UTC (link)

"It would be better to use more than one form. But I am not sure....I don't know if a condom would work with me. I might break it or something." Edward chuckled. He couldn't help it. The conversation was just awkward. Edward knew that if he was human, his face would be as flushed as Bella's was.

"I will write the clinic and ask them for their opinion. Maybe they have suggestions."

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shieldedbella
2012-02-11 04:18 am UTC (link)

"I guess I should go in for an appointment?"

Bella felt as if her face was on fire. Completely uneasy, she sat up from Edward's embrace and turned her back to him. Nervously running her hands through her hair as she tries not to think about the topic or how Edward might break..

She pushed away the thoughts and absentmindedly began pulling her hair up into a ponytail. She usually liked to wear her thick long hair down, but she really needed something mindless to distract her, even momentarily.

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	tolovealamb 2012-02-11 04:40 am UTC (link)
	"Would you like me to go with you?" Edward asked. He was going to be an active participant in the reason why Bella needed birth control. If she wanted him there, he would be there. Edward watched as Bella sat up and pulled her hair up into a ponytail. Edward moved over so he was sitting next to her. "What's wrong Bella?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

shieldedbella
2012-02-12 12:22 am UTC (link)

Bella shook her head. Going to see a doctor for birth control fell into the list of "human time". She couldn't possibly subject herself to an examination as personal as the one she would have to have, if Edward were there.

She sighed as he sat up, she wasn't trying to pull away. But somewhere in the back of her mind, those lingering insecurities still clung to the fact that she was not good enough for him.

"Are you sure? That this is what you truly want, Edward?" She paused, a lump began to form in her throat. "Are you sure I am the one you want to be with.. forever?"

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tolovealamb
2012-02-13 03:11 am UTC (link)

"I have never been so sure of anything in my life Bella. There is nobody and nothing I want more than you. I've known that since the first day that I met you in biology class." Edward smirked before standing up and leaning in to kiss Bella's forehead. "Wait here for a minute."

Edward left Bella's room and went into his own, opening up the drawer to his night stand and pulling Bella's ring out. Looking it over, he went back to Bella's room, holding out his hand, showing Bella the ring.

"I kept this close. Hoping you'd like it back one day."

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shieldedbella
2012-02-13 03:21 am UTC (link)

Bella's eyes closed as Edward's lips pressed to her forehead. She loved him and hearing him say his assurance at wanting to be with her, slightly helped push away the insecurities that were continuously haunting her subconscious.

She smiled softly as he opened to reveal the beautiful ring. She had always felt it was too extravagant for her, but the fact it had been his mother's and he intended it to be hers, always warmed her heart the most.

"I would love to have the ring back. It's like having a part of you.. the human you, with me."

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tolovealamb
2012-02-20 07:24 pm UTC (link)

Edward smirked as he reached out and gently took Bella's left hand. Bringing her hand to his lips, he kissed the back of her hand before slipping the ring back on her finger and for the first time since they arrived here, things felt right again.

"I love you Bella. I've waited so long for you. I have no intention of letting you go. Tell me when you are ready, and I'll turn you."

Edward smiled again. "I did find someone who volunteered to preform our wedding ceremony. His name is Gabriel. As in the Archangel Gabriel. Now that, will be a wedding to remember. A human marrying a vampire and an Archangel officiating the ceremony." Edward couldn't help but chuckle.

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