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Tweak says, "No"

Kristina Snow (half_controlled) wrote in colligo_threads,
@ 2009-11-15 12:15:00

Entry tags:

!open, kristina snow, lucas scott

Who: Kristina Snow OPEN!
What: Playing? Out in the snow.
When: Noonish
Where: park off in a wooded area
Rating: TBD PG as of now

She half way regretted all the wrongs in her life, and the fact that she no longer possessed the want to right those wrongs. She sighed looking out the window the snow seemed light and soft almost like something out of a movie. Without a second thought she twirled picking up her scarf and heading straight towards the door.

The air out side had a bite to it as it nipped the tip of her nose. She was sure by now her cheeks were bright red and she looked kinda like a crack whore. A memory flashed through her brain as she badly wanted to taste the monster back under her bed. The drugs she had tried to stop had wondered into her life again to take the spot of her love. Snapping back into the real world she looked around the park seemed abandoned. She hadn't noticed where she had walked but a slight smile crossed her lips as she looked at a closed pool. Heading the opposite direction she wondered towards trees where no person would bother her.

The grass was covered in white snow and that made her smile a small piece of grass was still uncovered and it reminded her of her life. Sitting down on a flat rock she shivered but didn't mind it much due to the warmth of her memories. She had been deep in thought when she heard the twig snap, she glanced up with deep blue eyes watching the figure of a person come closer.

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half_controlled
2009-12-01 06:06 pm UTC (link)

"Hmm Books" She thought for a moment what type of book it could have been but since she never read she gave up.

The drugs were starting to wear off and so was her mask that she hid behind. She never opened up to anyone not even those she did love. But around him she was so loose so vulnerable. Sighing she wiped a tear from her cheek. "She is lucky to have someone like you." It was more of a statement than anything she knew he was taken and that stung a little to. Leaning in she kissed him longer more passionate and pleading.

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luke_scott3
2009-12-02 10:30 pm UTC (link)

"Yeah it's sorta about my life. Brooke, the girl whose here with me is half of the book. Another girl back home, Peyton, she's the other half."

"I'm lucky to have her," he said, smiling.

He was shocked when she kissed him. He gently pushed her back.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to... give you the wrong impression. But I can't do this. Brooke, she's amazing and I can't do this to her. I told her I won't hurt her again and I intend to keep the promise. I can be your friend, but more than that... I'm sorry. I just can't be that guy."

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half_controlled
2009-12-04 03:00 am UTC (link)

Kristina listened to the words that he was saying about two girls. He was pushing her away and every fiber of her being knew it but she didn't feel bad. "I know, I'm sorry, I am taken and well he is that guy.. I just..." She cut herself off and turned away mumbling under her breath.

"I guess with the holidays and all I got carried away." She gently patted him on the back with a beaten but friendly look. Smiling she pushed back the ashame fear and embarassment. "Friends?" She asked soflty in a questioning tone.

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	luke_scott3 2009-12-05 12:31 am UTC (link)
	"It's okay. I just... I can't do that to her. I care about her too much." "Yeah, friends. Like we can hang out and stuff, just without the kissing." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

half_controlled
2009-12-09 02:36 am UTC (link)

She laughed this time it was hoarse but she meant it in the best means possible. "Yeah without the kissing I promise." She put her hand up to her heart and the other in the air like a good oath.

Collapsing again in the snow on the ground she looked up at the stars and started humming... "So it's getting late.. I should get home." She stood up again and offered him her hand. "Farewell for now.. We should hang out sometime. Maybe somewhere warmer."

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	luke_scott3 2009-12-09 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	He shook her hand. "Sure, sounds fun," he said, smiling. "And warmer would be better." (Reply to this) (Parent)

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