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Marco Hernandez ([info]pointatopointb) wrote in [info]colligo_threads,
@ 2009-09-15 21:27:00

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WHO: Marco. Open to Jo, if she wants to jump in.
WHAT: Marco’s fear.
WHEN: Evening.
WHERE: His and Jo’s apartment.
RATING: At least PG-13.
STATUS: In progress.

Marco had been taking a break from the network. He’d lost his job, and now that Cassie, Tobias, and Elfangor were here, he didn’t really feel right about writing his memoirs. Sure, he could switch off his emotions when he needed to, but this wasn’t an instance where he did. The right decision was pretty simple. Actually trying to publish these things would cause people he actually genuinely cared about and respected pain, and Marco wasn’t selfish enough to ignore that. He’d secretly trashed the halfway finished manuscript.

He’d had other reasons to take the break. Part of it, perhaps, was fear. He’d admitted to Cassie that he had sort of a thing for Kate. A real thing, rather than just the little trysts and casual flings he’d had with women in Hollywood. Admitting it had made it more real and Marco…maybe hadn’t reacted well. He’d pulled back, mostly because he didn’t want people to see that for once he had no clue what to do. It was more the fact that these things were like a very effective tag-team than anything. So he’d pulled back and decided to focus on the thing that he could completely control and understand: The job. He’d found one, the other day.

That, of course, meant he would soon have to face what he was avoiding. Not tonight, though. Tonight he was just going to relax in his room, reading Lord of the Rings. Ever since he’d started writing his memoirs himself, he’d found a genuine enjoyment for it, and looked at Lord of the Rings in a whole new light. Admittedly, he still felt Tolkien took way too long to describe a hill, but he found the whole thing a little more immersive and enjoyable now that he could see things from more of a writer’s perspective, rather than just from a closet geek’s perspective.

He’d been relaxing and reading on his bed, and of course, on his off day when he wanted nothing more than to stay awake for as long as he could, he’d fallen asleep. He was a comical sight, one leg hanging off the bed, his arms splayed out at his sides, the book sitting open on his face. He was having a nice, restful sleep when something startled him. He woke with a shudder, and the first thing that registered was that something felt very, very wrong. It was a sort of sixth sense you had to have as team strategist, and even though he hadn’t actively used it in years, it still functioned pretty well. Slowly removing the book from his face, he opened his eyes.

And immediately wished he hadn’t.

He was in a cage. A very familiar looking cage in a very familiar looking setting. A Kandrona Pool. I am in a Kandrona Pool. It looks like a Kandrona Pool, it smells like a Kandrona Pool, and it sounds like a Kandrona Pool. …Oh fuck. I’m in a fucking Kandrona Pool. He screwed his eyes shut, even put his fists in front of his eyes. This isn’t real. It’s not real. It is not real. I am in my room, I could not have been transported to a Kandrona Pool that doesn’t exist.

But why couldn’t he? He’d been transported to a city that by rights shouldn’t exist. What if whoever or whatever was doing it decided to mix things up by throwing him back, only into a time when the Yeerks were still around? Into the worst possible situation he could imagine? It wasn’t impossible. Okay. Okay, you’ve been in worse-

Any further planning was cut off as the cage was opened and he was swarmed by hands. Suddenly everything was happening way too fast. There was what felt like hundreds of hands shoving and pulling him along. Every time he tried to shake one, another seemed to pop out of the crowd to shove him along. He tried to morph, but found he couldn’t concentrate as uneasiness turned into worry and worry turned into outright fear. This intensified as he saw where he was heading: Straight towards a pool!

He wasn’t sure if he started screaming before he reached it, but he was screaming when he was shoved onto his knees and forced over the pool. For a guy like Marco, self-control was everything. Losing control of himself even as much as he already had been was terrifying. Losing control of himself to a Yeerk was maybe the worst hell he could ever experience. Not to mention the memories it brought up of his mother and Visser One. This was Marco’s own personal Hell, and he couldn’t even fight back. “NO NO NO NO NO! GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME! NO!” He fought against it, trying to keep his head above the pool, but there were just too many hands and too much chaos. His head went under-

-and suddenly he was smacking into the familiar floor of his bedroom, the copy of Lord of the Rings he’d been reading smacking into the floor just above his head. He shot up, looking around frantically. A second later he was rushing out of his room to explore the room. He wanted to be damn sure nothing had actually changed, and in his haste he wasn’t thinking about keeping his footfalls quiet.


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[info]reoandknives
2009-09-16 03:46 am UTC (link)
Jo had been sleeping in her own room, but not peacefully. She wasn't thrashing about and yelling like Marco was, but her dreams were constantly turning into nightmares as visions of her mother's dead body plagued everything that her subconscious was coming up with. She tossed and turned, her legs tangling up in the sheets, but that was really all there was to it. It wasn't until she heard the thump of Marco falling out of bed that she sat straight up and glanced around the room fervently. Her blonde hair was a matted mess on top of her head, her eyes nearly black underneath, but she still managed to rise to her feet and race out of the room. It wasn't that she wanted to run head-first into something awful, but she wanted to know what the hell was going on.

"Shit," she hissed, seeing Marco standing there. He looked rather upset, but she didn't notice it right away. All she could concentrate on was the fact that he was familiar, he was supposed to be there. And then, a moment later, she caught sight of his expression and became quite concerned.

"Hey, you okay?" she asked, raking a hand through her hair. "What...what happened?"

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[info]pointatopointb
2009-09-16 04:52 am UTC (link)
It was a measure of how freaked out he was that he wasn't even trying to hide or control his emotions at this point. He would've thought it was a nightmare, but it seemed so real... But there wasn't much else it could've been, right? He must have had one of those nightmares where you thought you woke up, but were actually still in the nightmare. That's what it had to be.

He swore under his breath and shook his head. "I guess it was just a nightmare..." He didn't sound convinced. He couldn't understand why he was having flashbacks now, years after the war. "Sorry," he sighed. "I don't usually react that way to nightmares." He could still feel the hands forcing him into the pool, and all the Yeerks swimming around in the water. "I'm...I'm probably gonna go out. I don't think I could get back to sleep."

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[info]reoandknives
2009-09-16 04:56 am UTC (link)
For some reason, Jo wasn't convinced that it was just a nightmare. Moreover, she wasn't convinced that Marco's problems were going to stay in nightmare form. She'd started out having vivid dreams about her mother being dead, and now she was seeing her everywhere when she was awake. She didn't want to say that, of course, on the off chance that this had nothing to do with whatever was going on in the city.

"It's okay," she replied, letting go of a deep breath as she pushed a hand through her hair once again. "Just...do you think that's such a good idea? I mean, maybe you shouldn't go out by yourself if you're so shaken up."

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[info]pointatopointb
2009-09-16 05:19 am UTC (link)
Marco scrubbed his hands over his face, trying to compose himself. "I'll be fine. It was just a nightmare." Okay, a twisted war flashback that never quite happened. That was semantics, in Marco's mind. The truth was, Jo was right. If he of all people was this affected by his nightmare, it meant he was probably not in a good state of mind. But he didn't want anyone to see him like this. He was controlled. That was his thing, his armor. And right now that armor was gone and he felt vulnerable, a feeling he hadn't allowed himself to genuinely feel since first discovering his mother had been infested by Visser One.

"I appreciate the thought," he tried to smile, but was only slightly successful. "But I don't want to disturb you." The truth was, he wanted to be alone but didn't want to admit to feeling so affected and vulnerable.

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[info]reoandknives
2009-09-16 05:27 am UTC (link)
Jo wasn't sure if she could really argue the point. She knew when she was plagued by nightmares, the last thing she wanted to do was sit around doing nothing. Getting out for some air was always the first thing she tried to do, and it seemed like Marco was the same in that aspect.

Nodding, she offered a wan, half-smile in return. "Well, if you need it, you know I always keep the fridge pretty well-stocked with beer. Just help yourself, and let me know if you need anything."

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[info]pointatopointb
2009-09-16 08:47 pm UTC (link)
As much as Marco wanted to get as much alcohol into his system as possible, he knew logically it wouldn't be a good idea. Drinking at a party, or social drinking with friends was one thing, but he had a potentially addictive personality. His usual deflection methods were humor and pretending like there wasn't an issue, but that could easily be replaced with alcohol if he didn't keep an eye on it. Which meant that as much as he wanted to, he had to avoid it until he was a little more in control of his emotions.

"Thanks," he told her, trying to affect a false cheerfulness that sounded hollow even to his own ears. "I'll be back..." He trailed off and shrugged one shoulder. "Sometime in the morning, I guess." Maybe. He wasn't entirely sure if he wanted to go near his bedroom yet.

He should have probably gotten his jacket, but it was hanging in his room and there was no way he was going back there yet. He hesitated a moment, then just headed out, thankful he hadn't thrown on his pajamas before his marathon reading session.

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