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Tweak says, "no, no, no, no....oh okay then"

You already have everything you need. Now fight. (heavenslancer) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2010-07-28 16:26:00

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castiel, sam winchester

[Sam]

Are you alright?

~~I'm here.~~

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fireinthesoul
2010-07-28 09:54 pm UTC (link)

Yeah. Something like that. It's stupid to be worried, I know that. But. But it's my mom. All my life, I always felt like something was missing, and all the stories, everything anybody ever told me, I created my own version of her. And I'm scared of losing her now. But I'm gaining the real thing, and that should be better. Why am I so scared?

I know, Cas, and I am grateful. I need you. I know I'd be all right if you weren't here with me, but the fact you are? It means a lot.

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heavenslancer
2010-07-28 10:00 pm UTC (link)

I think she will understand your aprehension, Sam. She knows your circumstance, she knows you are meeting your mother for the first time. I do not think she will judge you for it. Perhaps she is a little aprehensive also? Her child is a stranger to her. I know she has no reason to be concerned and I trust that you do not but it is... understandable.

I do not think it right that I come with you, nor do I think you were asking, but keep your PDA with you and contact me whenever you need. I do not expect that you will be perhaps we can arrange to meet after. We can go for a walk in the park.

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	fireinthesoul 2010-07-28 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	You're right. Of course you're right. I hadn't thought of that. The last time she saw me I was just a baby. She doesn't know me, any more than I know her. A walk in the park sounds nice, Cas, and it's probably exactly what I need. My impulse is to drink, but I need to get away from that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	heavenslancer 2010-07-29 12:07 pm UTC (link)
	It is alright Sam, she can get to know you now. You are a good man, she will be pleased with you. I will wait for you by the lake. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2010-07-29 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	I won't keep you waiting long. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	heavenslancer 2010-07-29 09:36 pm UTC (link)
	Take all the time with her you need Sam. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2010-07-29 09:48 pm UTC (link)
	I'm actually going to spend some time with Dean. I'm not ready to see her yet. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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