Asuka (antabaka) wrote in clockwork_rp, @ 2008-03-03 22:45:00 |
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Entry tags: | asuka::antabaka, cloud::chocobo_head |
Saddest State [Active]
Who: Cloud (chocobo_head) and Asuka (antabaka)
What: Walking and talking - Asuka needs to get her mind off of Shinji, as temporary as his... status may be.
Where: The lobby and then elsewhere.
When: Early evening.
Warnings: Ummm angst and clingage?
Asuka sat quietly in the lobby of the hotel as she waited for Cloud to come and meet her. She had grabbed her coat and run downstairs without saying a word to Sakura, not in the mood to really talk about how she was feeling at that particular moment. She was sure she had gone too quickly, not even waiting for Cloud to comment back about whether or not it was okay to meet, and thus she sat down with her legs pulled up to her chest, her hat in her hands, and her eyes focused on the floor. She felt empty... Maybe even a little confused. Shinji, though he was coming back, had died, and how was that supposed to make her feel?
She hadn't even forced herself to go and help him with his own curse. Who cares if she was injured? Shouldn't friends go to help other friends even when they were in the worst of states themselves? Feeling tears stinging in her eyes, Asuka buried her head into the fabric of her dress that hung over her legs and took a deep and shaky breath to try and steady herself.
It was just starting to feel like too much, that was all. After reliving those injuries and the fear that accompanied them, to be told the one person she could talk to about the dangers of piloting an Eva (Nagisa SO did not count as someone to talk to) was gone for the next day. It made her heart ache as though it had been smashed into a dozen pieces. So she had decided to meet with the one person who had been so kind to her lately, someone who could make her feel better when no one else had. She was just glad Cloud had commented and agreed to come.