His mind hasn't been still at all since the curse lifted. And it feels a little like forever. Everything... he remembers every. Single. Little. Detail. But worst of all... he remembers how god damned happy he was, there. Just like he did the last time.
Only this time it's worse. Way worse. Cause this time it's somebody he cares about outside the curse.
He only realizes he's at the hawk's door when he practically bumps his nose on it. He curses, sharply, under his breath, reaching up to knock once, before just opening the door and letting himself in. He needs to sort himself out. And quick. This is....
The sight of two-tone green is instantly welcome and strangely, horribly, gut-twistingly terrifying all of a sudden. And the hedgehog comes to a halt beneath the sharp, massive shot of pure guilt that rips through him. His ears fold, instantly, and he hesitates, before pushing the door closed silently behind him.