Jessa (nowjustrelax) wrote in cirque_msg, @ 2017-07-31 23:41:00 |
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Entry tags: | old!inactive: callum mcculough, old!inactive: elia rousseau, old!inactive: madeline kemp |
May 31, early afternoon
I'm...well I'm not happy we're not open tonight, because of how that came about. But I'm grateful for the time to process what the hell happened.
[Mal, Callum, Cat, Elia, Issac]
I killed someone. I've never done that before, and I don't-I can't make myself regret it, but I've never done that before. I made him do it to himself, but he would have killed one of the shifters, and I couldn't have that.
I've never made people do anything violent before. It's always for the show, for a laugh, to get myself out of trouble. But I did it because I thought it was the right thing to do. That's what I keep telling myself, anyway.
That doesn't mean I won't replay it in my dreams.