"I was upset because I had the chance to run away and I didn't, and I'm never going to forgive myself for that. For choosing this." She motioned to the basket in the corner, and at her naked attire, and saying it out loud again, she teared up, looking away. This wasn't about the sex at all. It wasn't making love when neither of them loved the other. "Even when you were sick you played me, used me, manipulated me, made me want to... to keep you from being hurt... And you shouldn't deserve that from me."
She stood up without asking if it was okay, and moved over to the window, looking out. "If I ran now... You wouldn't let me." It wasn't a question, more of a statement, and she looked back at Eterna, shaking her head. "That night you were sick was a mistake. All of it."