Ally Halliwell (allyischarmed) wrote in charmed_progeny, @ 2010-03-10 23:42:00 |
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Entry tags: | old! ally, old! phoebe, old! the loft |
And I've lost who I am And I can't understand
Who: Ally and open
What: Grieving
Where: The Loft
When: Sunday
Status and Rating: Complete/ PG
Ally sat in her room with her head in her pillow and she just cried. She couldn't believe that was it. She and Carter were done, over. It hurt so much to think about what had happened. She'd had to make a choice, Carter couldn't be second best, he'd always been her number one... until now. She held tightly onto her stomach as if to keep a hole from tearing. She screamed into her pillow and kept on crying, half hoping her pillow would allow her to pass out, take away all the hurt.
It wasn't fair, she loved Carter, needed him. But she loved Tyler more, and needed him to a point of life or death. How could she choose between her boyfriend and her best friend? She had to choose the one she couldn't live without. But that didn't mean that leaving other one didn't hurt like hell. She hated this, how broken she was. Carter had always been able to do that to her, make her vulnerable.
Ally didn't know how much time had passed, but before she knew it, it was sunday morning. Had she really cried through the entire night? She had a massive headache but had no energy to even get up to take some medicine for it. She laid back in her bed and wondered where she would go from there.