"I can't lose track of time, every moment I lose due to being in Here, I lose tenfold back at home. I lose soldiers, an' innocents, I lose who I am." She rubbed a hand over her face an sighed. "Yeah, that sucked the big one. If my Boo's brotha' hadn' showed hisself...Well, I woulda' been restin' my weary ass out in tha' cemetery with the rest of 'em."