Lee glances down and nods. "I left in a hurry," he says somewhat more blithely than he feels about now.
"I guess frakked is the equivalent of fucked yeah. And its a long story. Usually is when it concerns Starbuck."
He goes to order another whisky but a look from Kitty makes him think better of it.
"Starbuck and I, we're I don't know what we are, we've been frakking, but she's married and I'm married, just not to each other. But we've always had a connection and we've always known just how to hurt each other and she's been through so much frakking crap and she won't let me help and I frakking lost it..."
He feels the anger rising again but pulls it into check, Kitty doesn't deserve his temper.
"Sorry," he says quietly, "I'm not best company right now."