He takes the water from Mimi and takes a few sips. There is a thudding in his head. Partly from banging it on the floor, partly from what will be the mother of all hangovers and partly from the guilt he's feeling right now.
Where the frak to start.
"I came Here with Kara, we have quite a history and we both know how to hurt each other." That's the short version.
"I guess what it comes down to is that we never should have started frakking Here. I love her, but where we're from we're both married to other people." It sounds so frakking lame when he says it out loud. He takes another sip of the water.
"Thing is I've always loved her would have done anything for her and when I told her this she said she did too, then she ran, married the first person she saw the next morning."
He finishes the water and then takes up the whisky glass, swirling the amber liquid in the glass watching the way the light caught in the liquid.
"A lot more shit happened and she was captured by the Cylons, they did gods know what to her, and she's frakked up needs help and she won't let me. Won't let me help and I lost it, called her on all the crap she's ever pulled and then I went too far..."
He downs the whisky in one and orders another.
"Frak,last thing you want to do ish lishen to me go on about my problemss." He slurs, toying with the fifth glass.