OTA: By the Lake
Who: OTA Where: by the Lake- Faith's feeling emotional. When: early evening- Thursday.
Faith leaned against the tree as she sat on the ground, watching the water. The sun was starting to set, sending the rays dancing over the waves. She felt exhausted, sleep had been an issue for her the last several nights. It was finally starting to hit her that she was out of jail and she really didn't feel ready. The first few months had felt unreal, but life was starting to settle into a routine. People had gotten married for christ sake, she was even seeing someone. Now it felt real. And so the nightmares had started again, just as they had in the first few weeks of prison.
Torturing Wesley. The fight with Angel in the alleyway.
"You can't take me, no one can take me"
"You don't know what evil is."
"Why won't you do it? Just kill me."
She sighed and closed her eyes, trying to block out the memories and calm her emotions down. It scared her, the idea that she might lose control again, go crazy and start hurting people again. She was supposed to be still in jail, serving 25 to life for murder. It didn't seem right that she was out and free like this.