Jaina nodded, she could do the fake calm well, too well.
"A while back...after I lost my...lost both of my brothers, I went a little crazy, shut down so no one could find me, no one could reach me through the Force, I did some thing I'm not proud of cause I let my anger rule me. My grief.
There is no passion, there is serenity" she quoted from the Jedi Code, She'd never liked that line, never quite managed the serenity it talked of.
"...How can I use those kind of emotions without tainting myself"