"Well, erotic, but not in the stripping sense. Sexy, raunchy. They used to tie me up," she said.
She hugged her back, eyes stinging a bit at the memories. "Yeah," she said, nodding. "I mean, it's not like I wasn't expecting it - we're both sick - AIDS," she said, by way of explanation. "But one morning he was just ... gone, and that was the hardest thing about it. Thought I'd get to say goodbye..."
She shook herself. "I really think it does," she agreed, thinking of Roger Here and what he was about to do.