"No, I meant last year at the beginning of the summer. You know, when I was sitting on the beach thinking and you showed up. I don't know where you had been but I had taken refuge there. I had just met Ellie and PsychoDerek had just started contacting me although I didn't know it was him. The night we mended our friendship. But you're right. What ifs are pretty much useless and painful. We can't change the past"