"You mean if I hadn't gone to the party and made a complete fool of myself and come on way too strong? Yeah, I did think about that. I wondered if the whole triangle with you, Brooke and me would have happened. Would I have messed up and hurt you both so much. Would we have somehow ended up together. But after everything that's happened, I kinda prefer to avoid the what ifs anymore. It just causes too much pain," he said, thinking mostly of all the what ifs surrounding the school shooting and Keith's murder.