"I would never have done what Brooke did, it just isn't my style. But I did want you back then. I wanted what you wanted and I wanted it with you. I just, well I was scared, Luke. You scared the hell out of me that night at Nathan's. Nobody had ever asked me anything more than my body and suddenly here you were, asking for my heart and my soul. I freaked out. And when I realized I didn't want to lose you it was too late. I had lost you already. But this is history" she said smiling back "And old history too" she added