Wanda
You're right. I couldn't understand. I've lost many things, many of us have. But I don't think anyone has faced the losses you have.
But reuniting with your boys can't come at the cost of others.
The Scarlet Witch is frighteningly powerful. And the Darkhold corrupts the reader. Makes them do things they'd never do under any other circumstances. And with that sort of power, that corruption is nearly invincible.