Equality for all (f_for_feminist) wrote in carnaval_logs, @ 2013-08-31 22:12:00 |
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Entry tags: | ~deucalion, ~grey white |
Who: Grey and Deucalion
Where: Outside her trailer
When: Saturday evening
What: Not exactly settling in.
Warnings: Language
Status: Closed/ongoing
Grey was still reeling from everything that had happened today. She'd read the odd note on the noticeboard, resisted the urge to tell another member of the carnival to go fuck themselves and now she was sitting on the steps of her trailer, trying not to think. All she really wanted was get drunk, but alcohol currently seemed pretty thin on the ground, as if this whole thing wasn't quite bad enough already. She had no idea what to do, but accepting she was stuck here didn't seem right, because she couldn't be. She had to get back, she had things to take of, things she needed to do. She couldn't think about it but her mind refused to co-operate even as she tried to think about something else. Her act. That was a start. She had to admit the role that had been given her was oddly fitting - half man, half woman. It fitted Grey's view of gender perfectly, a fact that only made the whole thing even creepier. She'd been brought her, in the middle of some really bad, on her own and i didn't feel right. She hated how much she missed Cal already. How every single thought came back to him. She'd never wanted to be that person, so completely wrapped up in a man, but she was and had been since they'd first met. He was her weakness, and the tears in her eyes only reminded her of that fact. "Bastard," she muttered to herself. |