"I know," he nodded, continuing to eat. "There were days that I felt fine, and then it would hit out of nowhere." He really did love Lori. He wanted more for them than this, if Lori hadn't been so immature, and - . He didn't want to finish the sentence even in his head.
Waking up in the morning to someone you were in love with was one of the best feelings. Getting up without it was a chore that he didn't like. Now it was better but there were days that he would pay to change it. "Just keep going, and find other things to look forward too. You have to keep going for yourself."
He hoped it would go better for her. "What did he say?" he asked, thinking of all the times he wanted to talk to Lori and hadn't yet.