Which is why it's hard to look at him, Lily thought, but didn't voice it outloud. It made her feel sick with guilt to even be thinking like that, but she didn't know how to fix it.
She was glad that Lily Luna moved on, and even grinned when she called the men in the house dorky. "That sounds nice," she said, sincerely. She got up when Lily did, and gave her a quick hug, surprising them both.
"If you need help, I think I'll be in the garden for awhile. It's not too cold out, and some of those bushes need trimming." She smiled again, and headed to get a cloak, thinking that it had been very nice having cookies with her granddaughter.