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Anne Hollstay {basil hallward} ([info]justlikelife) wrote in [info]bellumlogs,
@ 2010-01-03 23:34:00

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Entry tags:dorian gray

Who: Anne & Trenton
What: A painting delivery.
Where: P4
When: Before this and this.
Warnings: I feel I should warn for Trenton, the hedonistic Dorian.

It was a funny thing, life. Anne found things she didn't even know she was looking for in Piper, and his parents had been sweet, if utterly silent, people. They had been very nice to her, and though her ASL was still abysmal, there was not a more relaxing place to be than in their home. Yet, she had come back to Bellum Letale to finish the Project. Partly because it needed to be done, and partly because it called to her in a way she couldn't ignore, some soft siren song just out of earshot. She came alone because she didn't want to tell Piper about it.

The Project took a week to fully complete. She only knew it took a week because when it was done, she left her work room, stretched her arms above her head, and turned the television news station on. The date scrolled on the bottom of the screen. Anne looked around. The room was cold, and her skin prickled for the first time. She was aware she was sick; something she caught over the last week, she surmised, some kind of bug. She felt weak in the marrow of her bones, and sleep had been both evasive and ultimately useless when she had thought to seek it. Avoiding a mirror, Anne took a long, hot bath with peach and jasmine bath salts, then sat on the edge of the tub to comb her hair and clean herself up. She would deliver her work to the subject, she decided. Piper would hardly be tolerant of another man's portrait, and though she didn't truly understand the objection, she was willing to concede--when it came to this man, anyway. If she was honest with herself, the fascination there went a little beyond aesthetic appreciation.

Shaking that off, Anne wrapped herself up in a thick cable-knit sweater, enclosed the frame of the Project in brown paper, and edged out of her apartment. The elevator went up and down a few times, but she hardly noticed. She was exhausted, she realized, with some surprise. Not just a little out of sorts, not just tired, all the way deep down, even to the point where her thoughts moved slowly. A break, she was thinking, as the elevator announced the penthouse floor, finally. I just need a break.

Knock knock, Trenton.



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[info]cyprian
2010-01-13 08:24 pm UTC (link)
This made sense, he realized. This. Anne, with her bottomless eyes and inexperienced mouth. Anne, who was obviously so in love with him that she'd made him into something eternal. Trenton clutched her twisting fingers, impatient when she crammed herself back against the couch. It was an arch of escape, not of yielding. Anne's plea to halt was met with a frustrated sound, but Trenton did stop. He didn't retreat, but he didn't advance. Just hovered, obviously quite irritated, in this in between.

"What?"

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-14 06:55 am UTC (link)
Anne turned, trying to nudge him aside with a shoulder so she could get off the couch, disentangle herself from him, free her hand. "I can't. This--this isn't right." There was something at work here, something that she didn't understand, something that conflicted inside of her. Trenton demanded immortality, but that was art, and his body against hers was something else again. She didn't know what. It made her panic, pull away.

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-14 04:59 pm UTC (link)
"You know, the demure little church mouse act gets old real fast."

Trenton was obviously tired of it already when pulled back from Anne. A disgruntled huff spurned from the devilish dregs of his throat. He didn't release his hold on her hand, but he moved back enough that she could draw a breath without smelling only him; something expensive and heady. Pinning her with the ferocity of his epic eyes, Trenton was distempered.

"Like this isn't what you came here for?"

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-15 03:24 am UTC (link)
Anne was completely unprepared for this new tactic. She paused a moment in her escape and unmistakable hurt flooded the dark eyes. "I... I don't act. I came to--to give you the painting." She was disarmed by the eyes, which were at once the kind ones she had depicted, and yet weren't. It was like seeing a man you knew to be caring and cheerful suddenly lash out at you with words that stung. She pulled at her arm. "Let me go."

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-15 08:43 am UTC (link)
There was a flicker of something dark in his eyes. A shark fin carving it's way through such welcoming blue waters. Evident, if only for a second, that he didn't intend to let her go. Not at first, anyway. Anne pulled at her arm, and in the movement, Trenton's fingers unfurled from her wrist. Some kind of recognition stirring in him with the draw of a breath and when he sank back from Anne, it was with no sign of the starved masculinity that had flared him against her so spontaneous.

"The painting, yes. Thank you." The words sounded a little hollow to him, and Trenton ran a hand over his face. "Really."

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-15 04:20 pm UTC (link)
Disoriented by the contrast between what her artist's eye had seen and what she herself had just experienced, Anne could think of nothing to say. She looked down to hide her fear of what she had just seen in those beautiful eyes, but her jaw flexed behind the curtain of her hair and she nodded mutely, without actual response. She made a quick, awkward gesture that would have conformed to the nicety of farewell, if any sound had actually come from her mouth. She stood too quickly, and the world did one slow whirl in front of her eyes. She caught herself mid-crumple on the edge of the sofa with one hand, and blinked quickly to clear it.

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-15 08:35 pm UTC (link)
He garnered that she was leaving, and it was just as well. The quiet that consumed them was one stark with an accusation. One that she didn't have to voice, he saw the fear emblazoned in her eyes. His eyes wavered possessively to the portrait, aware that no matter what, that at least must stay with him.

"Are you okay?" Trenton stood with her collapse, catching the underside of Anne's arm with a note of surprise that brought muscle into motion.

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-16 12:34 am UTC (link)
She recoiled from him as soon as she was able, tried to hide the reaction with a polite smile, but put distance between them. "Yes. Just dizzy for a moment." Another few blinks, and her eyes came back into focus. The fatigue returned, and she hid her discomfort as she had hidden her fear. "I'm going to go home now." Awkward shifting pause. She didn't look at the portrait again. "Goodbye."

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-16 06:38 am UTC (link)
Anne recoiled, and it was like a blister across his conscious mind. Sore, furious. "Don't, Anne." It was a warning, but threaded thick with the ache of her wordless accusation. Even if it was no less than he deserved.

"I'm sorry, okay?"

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-16 06:42 am UTC (link)
She turned her head away, moved toward the door, voice now politely urgent. "I have to go." Her head ached, and she was tired. She couldn't think. Trenton was a force that she couldn't reckon with just then. She wasn't sure why he had such power of her, and whether it was simply because he was so very beautiful, or whether it was something else--but it frightened her. She had to go.

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-16 06:49 am UTC (link)
He followed Anne, a young blooded coyote tracking the wounded. Neglecting his blanket toga at the couch, it was finally evident that he was thankfully wearing pants. With a turn of his heel, Trenton actually reached the door before her. Hand on it, not caging Anne in, but tolling her leave.

"You don't forgive me?" Trenton's tone was a little disbelieving.

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-16 06:54 am UTC (link)
In that moment, she did, because he asked her too. She breathed deeply, appearing to labor just to lift her lungs. Her eyes flick down his body, not drinking it in, but a fast steal of vision, edged in sharp bones. "No--I mean--I do. I don't know what came over me. I think I'm just..." She made the mistake of looking up into his eyes. "Just..." What was she saying? "Tired."

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-16 07:03 am UTC (link)
Anne was fading before his eyes, pigment seemed to be leeching from her in just this short walk to his door. Her exhaustion was palpable, and Trenton didn't hesitate to push some dark hair back from the fleshy carve of her cheek. "You could sleep here," he said while watching Anne as if expecting to have to catch her again any moment.

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-16 07:09 am UTC (link)
She didn't smile, because when she felt something honestly, she rarely reflected it in the movement of her face, instead, she reached up and touched the tips of her fingers to his wrist, feather light. All of a sudden, it seemed like such a long walk--even to the elevators. Her limbs felt heavy, and her pulse fluttered against her neck. "I..." It was already a yes. She didn't want to leave; there was no one in her apartment.

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-16 07:20 am UTC (link)
The flutter of fingertips against the underbelly of his wrist was so faint, that Trenton had to look down to register the contact was really there. How had she managed to carry the portrait all of the way up here? It wasn't heavy, but it wasn't light.

"Come here," he murmured carefully, with no discernible element of suggestion. Fitting her shoulders under the sturdy fix of his arm when he walked her toward the bedroom hallway.

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-16 07:29 am UTC (link)
She didn't resist, not this time. In fact, she sank trustingly into the curve of his arm and the ripple of his ribs against the soft give of her skin under the sweater. Abruptly overwhelmed by how much she had given to the portrait and how little she had left for herself, she was happy that he would take care of herself. The spike of fear she had felt to see that trace of darkness in him was fading fast under the strange haze of fatigue and the same illusion she had worked under for weeks while she labored over the portrait. The smell of ripe peach flesh was stronger; it came from her hair, probably the soap she used for it.

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-16 07:40 am UTC (link)
In this new bloom of trust, Anne fit perfectly under his arm. The hug of hollow ribs against her side as they walked, Trenton ran his hand over her sweatered arm in an effort to warm her. To return her to this side of vibrancy with his contact alone. But he could still detect the sluggish nature of her steps when they breached his bedroom, which was blessedly clean. The same stark lines as the living room, the new age playboy condemned to his blacks and whites.

Trenton tilted his cheek against Anne's crown with a brief smell to her hair, appreciative when he pulled back one side of his bedspread for her to climb in.

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[info]justlikelife
2010-01-16 07:45 am UTC (link)
By the time they got there, Anne was in a haze of fatigue, and everything was in monochrome, even the edges of her own sleeves and Trenton's eyes watching her. She gave him a grateful butterfly kiss of her lashes against his temple as she touched her cheek to his, and then she curled into the bed as if it was her own, automatically stretching long and then rolling over onto her side, hair fanning out on the pillow as she sank down into sleep.

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[info]cyprian
2010-01-16 07:57 am UTC (link)
Trenton had never seen someone that exhausted unless they were coming down from a crack binge. And Anne didn't seem much the type for that sort of good time.

He actually tucked her in. Which might have seemed completely unlike Trenton, but he only made reservations about being too kind to women if he'd already slept with them.

Migrating to the bathroom, he poured some water into a glass and returned. Scavenging pills from the drawer of his nightstand, and leaving them on the table beside her should she need some help getting to sleep. Although Anne looked fairly out of it in just the time it had taken for Trenton to come back from the other room.

After watching her for a moment of strange quiet, he returned to the living room. To get high and stare at what she'd made of him.

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