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charmed-lies (charmed_lies) wrote in bellumletale,
@ 2010-08-02 18:02:00

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From: Lucas Renaud (larenaud@gmail.com)
To: Gina Renaud (lady_king@gmail.com)
Date: 2 August 2010 at 9:06 PM
Subject: Update

Gina-

I just got checked into my hotel room, but cell reception down here is horrible, thus the email. Everything is fine. I had an appointment with our lawyer to go over the files and contract that Xavier gave to me. I'm still waiting to hear back from him on how we'll proceed. I'm feeling a bit wary about everything that's going on. It just seems a bit too... Convenient. Business never goes this smoothly.

On another note.

Since the full moon, we haven't had a chance to talk or even see one another. My... I ran into a curious man that called himself a Count. Does that sound at all familiar to you, my love?

I hope you're safe.

Lucas

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	charmed_lies 2010-08-03 01:21 am UTC (link)
	And for thirteen years I've watched you. I know you Gina. And hurt or not, you have never been this distant with your words. You might as well be writing these emails to a coworker, not your husband. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

justonefish
2010-08-03 01:24 am UTC (link)

~~You don't know~~ This building just [...] I'm starting to think it might be evil. I have terrible nightmares. That full moon thing I can't explain, but I have never been so scared before. I kept waiting to open my eyes and end up in the middle of the desert with no way of knowing if you were okay or even alive. It's starting to wear on me and I guess I'm trying to create a distance so all these feelings don't explode all over the place.

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	charmed_lies 2010-08-03 01:25 am UTC (link)
	Distance from me. Hm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justonefish 2010-08-03 01:27 am UTC (link)
	I'm just having a hard time, here. Nothing I used to do to cope in the past seems to work, and I don't know what the answer is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	charmed_lies 2010-08-03 01:27 am UTC (link)
	Then why don't you come to me? When have I ever not made time for you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justonefish 2010-08-03 01:33 am UTC (link)
	~~Because you sent Edward to prison~~ Never, you've always made time for me. I've just been confused and distressed and clearly not thinking straight. I'm sorry if you think I'm being difficult, and maybe I am. I'm just [...] still trying to wrap my head around things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

charmed_lies
2010-08-03 01:41 am UTC (link)

I just wish you wouldn't make me feel like a villain here. I'm trying. I know that I've made mistakes and I'm not perfect... but I don't worry as much about being perfect around you because...

I just...

[...]

Your flaws make me love you more than if you were perfect. And I like to think that my flaws... are similar.

Just...

Gina. I miss you. I miss how we used to be. And I just have this sinking suspicion that...

You wouldn't leave me. Would you? We can work this out... we can try?

Please.

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whatbefell
2010-08-03 02:40 am UTC (link)

[This is sent from Gina's email account though due to crying, Xavier has taken over for now.]

I don't mean to make you feel like a villain. ~~No, because she's too fucking nice and won't do that. Don't worry, it will come in time~~ Lucas, hiding the state of our finances isn't what would make you a villain. ~~It's what you've done to me that makes you one~~ You shouldn't worry about ~~that~~ that.

Really, Lucas I've tried to make my point clear here. ~~WHICH JUST PROVES YOU DON'T LOVE HER~~ It's hard to forgive your faults when I'm confessing mine and you ~~won't~~ won't accept them for what they are. ~~Alright?~~

And why would I leave you over this? ~~Oh irony, how I love thee~~

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	charmed_lies 2010-08-03 02:48 am UTC (link)
	...I'm confused. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatbefell 2010-08-03 02:51 am UTC (link)
	About which part? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	charmed_lies 2010-08-03 03:06 am UTC (link)
	I thought I was talking to my wife. This hardly sounds like her. The tone is simply... off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justonefish 2010-08-03 03:20 am UTC (link)
	[Due to panic, Gina is back.] Don't be silly. This is your wife. I'm just upset and a little angry right now and the pinot noir in our cupboard is very tasty. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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