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Tweak says, ""Manos" The Hands of Fate"

lotte karsten {christine daaé} (still_lotte) wrote in bellumletale,
@ 2010-07-03 17:44:00

Entry tags:

christine daaé, cinderella, dr. jekyll, meg giry, phantom of the opera, raoul de changy, scheherazade, wicked witch

Posted By #1206
[Posted Thursday the 24th early in the morning]

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I’d go through all the old forum posts and do the er, usual but the number of new people in the building is a bit daunting. Welcome to the building regardless – can you move out? Please? Before you’re sent through time ~~and lied to and hurt and kidnapped by a mob~~ and you find out you’re a fictional character too?

Can someone explain why people keep moving in here? Really, when no one knew it made sense. But surely you all know of the crazy here…before you come in, right?

Also, did everyone make it back alright from…wherever? I was […] really ill those last few days and might have missed if anyone came by. While in France. Apparently some other people were sent to different times? ~~I hate it here, I hate it here.~~

~~Also I was wrong about Bran, you can’t trust him, he’s a liar a really bad one and he~~ ~~I can’t even say that filtering from him, I’m so~~ ~~Ella was right~~

Oh. And I’m Lotte. Sorry, I didn’t think of that.

[Locked to 501]

Thanks again, for everything. I forgot to ask this before, but are you going to that safe room or something for the moon?

[Locked to 703]

Christine said I forgot to thank you for the last moon – I’m sorry, I’ve been a bit busy. Really though, thanks for explaining it all to her. It really helped.

[Locked to 1004]

Hannah, I’m really, really sorry – I’ve been in the hospital since Saturday. And the time travel? Um, but James said before that she’d do the reference thing – and I was almost done with that application. Is that alright? ~~They're not already~~ ~~No, don't ask~~

[Locked to 1106]

~~You actually left them~~ ~~I didn't think that you'd~~ ~~I can’t say thanks or~~

[…]

If sunset is 8:30-ish, I think I’ll […] order a pizza or something beforehand. Are you allergic to anything? ~~Don’t think I’m forgiving you.~~ ~~And please, don't mention anything I said while I was sick.~~

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	Re: 1106/1206 still_lotte 2010-07-04 02:35 am UTC (link)
	[...] I can't believe you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: 1106/1206 lemortvivant 2010-07-04 02:39 am UTC (link)
	~~So you want to keep an eye on me? That's what this is about?~~ ~~No, okay? No~~ ~~EVERYONE FUCKING LIES ALL THE DAMN TIME, SO WHY DO I GET TREATED LIKE A SERIAL KILLER?~~ [...] I know you have no reason to believe me, but do you honestly think I want Erik roaming free and possibly killing someone? I'm a liar, yes, but I'm not stupid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: 1106/1206 still_lotte 2010-07-04 03:07 am UTC (link)
	~~That’s not the~~ No – no, I don’t. And I didn’t say you were. But what about Christine? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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lemortvivant
2010-07-04 03:24 am UTC (link)

~~I know how his obsession with her ends, and I'm not letting him die of a broken heart~~ ~~Is that even possible?~~ ~~There has to be a reason for all of this... maybe I'm meant to help him~~ Christine shouldn't have to placate him every single full moon. You and I both know how the book ends, and there's nothing that says our tales have to follow the plot of their stories exactly.

They're never going to go back to their 'proper' time. Maybe this is a chance for them to do things differently.

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	Re: 1106/1206 still_lotte 2010-07-04 03:27 am UTC (link)
	[...] I would like to believe that, but who says it's for the better? There's no Raoul, there's never going to be one and she had given up until we got to the field. What if it means this ends badly? Do you really think he's not coming up here - or anywhere - after her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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lemortvivant
2010-07-04 03:39 am UTC (link)

~~Easy for you to say, Christine doesn't DIE~~ ~~Having him in my head was just~~ ~~When you disappeared he went crazy and I just can't let him keep thinking she loves him~~ You don't know that. New people move in all the time, so there could still be a Raoul.

I can keep him locked up, and I can reason with him. It'd be better for everyone if he isn't around other people.

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	Re: 1106/1206 still_lotte 2010-07-04 03:43 am UTC (link)
	But I'd know Raoul and I've gone through everyone, I knew. Back when I first found out - Ella asked me. There wasn't anyone like that. I thought Diego might be, but he's Sinbad and he's taken care of me like a brother. ~~And if there was any hope at all, I'd have given it to Christine.~~ [...] He won't kill himself? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: 1106/1206 lemortvivant 2010-07-04 03:50 am UTC (link)
	The point is that a Raoul could still come. ~~I don't want one in the fucking building but I don't really have control over that~~ [...] ~~I don't know~~ ~~Maybe~~ ~~He'll kill himself anyway if a Raoul comes~~ No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: 1106/1206 still_lotte 2010-07-04 03:54 am UTC (link)
	I doubt it. [...] ~~I can't even believe anything you~~ She's going to just think he'll head up and take her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: 1106/1206 lemortvivant 2010-07-04 05:01 am UTC (link)
	~~You've become resigned to it just like her, haven't you~~ Leave her a note or something telling her that he won't. ~~Give her the damn book to read if you have to~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: 1106/1206 still_lotte 2010-07-04 03:18 pm UTC (link)
	~~But I don't believe you, so when he does come she'll be even more frightened and I'm not lying to someone who is nearly the same PERSON~~ Fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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lemortvivant
2010-07-04 06:25 pm UTC (link)

You know, maybe I should just move out and save you the trouble of sacrificing yourself ~~I don't understand, has no one ever lied to you before? Or do you act this way every single time someone is dishonest with you?~~ You think you and Christine have it so hard, but you don't understand, Erik has no chance at happiness so either I let him keep believing a lie or I destroy the only thing keeping him alive, and I CAN'T DO EITHER BECAUSE HE'S A PART OF ME Alright then.

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