Who: Paige & Cole What: Just random talk When: Wednesday afternoon sometime Where: The internet Rating: PG (language, mention of drug use) Status: Complete
turnmypaige93: Cole! Guess what? yourfullback: What? turnmypaige93: I never went to sleep after my party last night haha turnmypaige93: I'm like...running on nothing. I dunno how I do it yourfullback: You're still awake? turnmypaige93: Yup! yourfullback: Did you go to class today? turnmypaige93: Hell no. My brain = fried. yourfullback: Haha, not good. turnmypaige93: I took 2 white apple ex pills last night. turnmypaige93: plus some coke. and who knows how much alcohol. yourfullback: How are you still standing? turnmypaige93: I'm magic yourfullback: Or have a hell of a high tolerance. turnmypaige93: Or that. turnmypaige93: Is Noah up to something? yourfullback: Noah is always up to something. turnmypaige93: Well...why the flying fuck does he wanna watch me at work? yourfullback: Why wouldn't he? turnmypaige93: Because Carter would kickbox him into next week if she knew? yourfullback: Doubt it. turnmypaige93: You think she'd be okay with him watching nearly naked girls prance around? yourfullback: As long as he hasn't slept with any of them. turnmypaige93: hmm...good point. yourfullback: I'm a genius. Everyone fails to recognize it. turnmypaige93: We should make a billboard turnmypaige93: it'll say COLE WAINWRIGHT.........THE GENIUS NO ONE RECOGNIZED.......... turnmypaige93: or something funnier than that. turnmypaige93: cause my brain sucks ASS right now. haha surprise surprise. yourfullback: And Noah and or Joey will go up there and spraypaint over it so that it says "COLE WAINWRIGHT...THE IDIOT EVERYONE RECOGNIZED." yourfullback: Don't think they won't. turnmypaige93: Okay. we won't make a billboard. turnmypaige93: So what are you up to? I'm really super bored right now. yourfullback: Fucking around with my homework, trying halfheartedly to get it done so that I can go out tonight. turnmypaige93: I can't believe I haven't been kicked out of this school. yourfullback: The Birch is kind of a bleeding heart. turnmypaige93: Apparently. turnmypaige93: I love how my parents thought sending me here would straighten me out.... I've probably gotten what they would call worse since I got here yourfullback: It doesn't work for everyone, I guess. turnmypaige93: People don't seem to understand.... people don't change unless they WANT TO. You can't force it on them. yourfullback: I think people will buck against the system and do even worse if you try to force it on them. yourfullback: Me, however, I needed the change. turnmypaige93: I probably do too, but pfft. You only live once & I'm livin' my life to the fullest doing everything I want to do, no matter how crazy it is, so I don't look back when I'm old and grey and go "Damn, I should've done that." yourfullback: I just want to live to be old and grey. turnmypaige93: Another good point. With the rate I'm going that might not happen. turnmypaige93: Is it bad that I really don't care if I make it that far? yourfullback: You just having found something worth living for. yourfullback: haven't* turnmypaige93: and you've got Joey. yourfullback: Not quite. yourfullback: But I'm working on it. turnmypaige93: You got her. Whether she admits it or realizes it or not. I don't see her being with anyone else. yourfullback: Me either, but I will fuck someone up if they try it. turnmypaige93: And she'd do the same to any girl that so much as looks at you too long. turnmypaige93: That's just kinda what love is. I mean...ya'll make no sense and confused the fuck outta everyone, including yourselves I think, but love isn't about logic. It's feeling....so intense you can't stand it, just hard, raw emotion that you can't describe. It's crazy and wild and you never know what's gonna happen next. ........God I want that. yourfullback: Then I hope you find it. yourfullback: It's a whole lot of bullshit but when it's good between us, there's no better high. turnmypaige93: When it's good, it's REALLY GOOD. and when it's bad, it's REALLY BAD. right? yourfullback: Yeah. Very, very bad. turnmypaige93: Yup. I used to have something like that. Long time ago now, it seems like. yourfullback: I've never had it before. Maybe that's why I'm so bad at it. turnmypaige93: You're not bad at it. No one's perfect. yourfullback: But I'm so damn close. turnmypaige93: Conceited much? yourfullback: Very. But I admit if openly. Besides, I work hard to look the way I do. Might as well enjoy it. turnmypaige93: Well, the hard work pays off. I think pretty much every girl at Bainbridge would jump you if they thought they had a chance turnmypaige93: and yes, I would be included in that. Except I'm smart and I know Joey will kick my ass if I even try so...no. haha yourfullback: Haha, thanks, I guess. turnmypaige93: Dude...when a chick says she'd bang you if her best friend wouldn't kill her for it....it's definitely a compliment. turnmypaige93: GOD! I need to get LAID. Where's a single guy in this bitch? I can't seem to find one! yourfullback: Bang Theo, get him the fuck away from Joey! turnmypaige93: I'm sensing some anger there. yourfullback: More like utter annoyance. Seriously, he bitches at me for hooking up with Eden and then turns right around and asks Joey out. yourfullback: I just know the little fucker was waiting for it to jump on her. turnmypaige93: WHAT? Oh my GOD that is fucked up! yourfullback: Exactly. And then Joey's making me be nice. turnmypaige93: I could see where that would be a pain. turnmypaige93: so...now I'm even more confused. I mean...are they going out or something? ....makes no sense. yourfullback: No. Joey is single. yourfullback: But I think she broke up with him for me, and that gives me a little more than a feeling of satisfaction...even though she still won't take me back. turnmypaige93: Hmm...well....yay satisfaction? hah. I dunno... this whole thing has just gotten really intensely confusing for me yourfullback: It's confusing for all of us. turnmypaige93: I bet. It's probably worse being right smack dab in the middle of it. yourfullback: Well, we're fucking again, so that helps. turnmypaige93: It's something! yourfullback: Yeah, but I still want more. I want her, like, all of her. Completely. turnmypaige93: Understandable. turnmypaige93: Things will work out somehow in the end. yourfullback: I sure as hell hope so. turnmypaige93: Don't hope so, Cole. Know it. Know it in your heart. Have faith. yourfullback: I'm just going to badger her until she does it. Who needs faith when you have stalking? turnmypaige93: Someone who doesn't want a restraining order? yourfullback: Like that would keep me away. turnmypaige93: Pft. She wouldn't get one on you anyway yourfullback: I hope not, haha. turnmypaige93: She might tell you to fuck off or fight you or anything like that...but legal action? Doubtful. yourfullback: I'd like to see her fight me. She keeps threatening, but come one. She's itty bitty. turnmypaige93: Hey now! Don't go hatin' on the tiny girls! We can kick some ass. yourfullback: I have no doubt. But I'm a lot bigger and a hell of a lot stronger than she is. turnmypaige93: This is true. But if the right amount of adrenilene (I dunno how to spell haha) is in a person's system, you never know what they could be capable of! yourfullback: Point taken. But most of her adrenaline is from her extra curriculars. turnmypaige93: True. yourfullback signed off at 3:57:01 PM.