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noctis lucis caelum ✨ (ascension) wrote in arrivedic,
@ 2019-01-25 12:20:00

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!network, final fantasy: gladiolus amicitia, final fantasy: noctis lucis caelum, final fantasy: prompto argentum, marvel: peter parker, tvd/originals/legacies: caroline forbes

Network Post ⇢ Noctis
I don't want to freak anybody out, but I'd like to be as transparent as possible here in case there is something going on. Two of the Arrived have gone missing on Andromeda ~~that I'm aware of~~. If you could check in with each other and work out a buddy system, that'd be great. Anyone who wants in on the team I'm putting together is welcome to join.

I'm Noctis, for the people I haven't met yet. I really hope this doesn't turn out to be A Thing, but if it does, we'll be ready for it.

PROMPTO:

Dorian's one of the people missing. ~~I -~~ ~~Fuck~~ Can you tell Fenris for me? I'm doing everything in my power to get him back, but if he [...] needs to speak to me, I'm available. ~~It's happening again~~ ~~I cant believe -~~

I'm sorry. I promise I'll make this right.

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	GLADIO. ascension 2019-01-26 03:27 am UTC (link)
	Appreciate it. Yeah. There's no excuse for this, I just [...] I don't know what I'm trying to say. I'm kind of a mess right now. Maybe I wasn't actually cut out for this work after all, you know? Makes you think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	NOCT. avowed 2019-01-26 03:39 am UTC (link)
	You don't have to do anything you don't want to do, Noct. Or something that's going to make you a mess or cause you more problems than any good you might get from it. It's your life now. You don't owe anyone anything, not anymore. You want to find something else, I'll still have your back okay. Prompto too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

GLADIO.

ascension
2019-01-26 04:01 am UTC (link)

~~It's not my life if I'm dead, man~~ I get what you're trying to say, Gladio. I do. But I owe Dorian a hell of a lot for whatever he's being put through right now. He's on my team.

This job means a lot to me. I want to help people. But if I'm making it worse?

I don't know. I'll have everyone vote after we get through this and see what my people think. I'm willing to step down if it's the best thing for everyone.

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NOCT.

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2019-01-26 04:09 am UTC (link)

I'm not saying quit this minute. We're getting our people back. I'm just saying if you still feel like this... then maybe it's worth reevaluating. There's other ways to help people.

~~Making it worse? Fuck, Noct you're not blaming yourself for this are you -~~ You're not making anything worse, Noct. You're good at what you do. I always knew you would be. But you gotta help yourself too.

And this? All this shit happening right now? This is not your fault. Dorian getting taken is not your fault. And we will find him, and get him back.

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GLADIO.

ascension
2019-01-26 04:16 am UTC (link)

There are, yeah, but I've been training my whole life for this. I wanted to be good at it. ~~I wanted to be like my dad~~ If I give it up [...] what am I without it?

~~Of course it's my fault~~ ~~Everything bad that happens to the people I love is my damn fault~~ ~~How's that being good at helping?~~ ~~There was a reason why the Gods -~~ ~~I shouldn't even be -~~

Sorry. I'm wasting time with this, and it's not fair to put on you. You're right—we're gonna find him. Just gotta stay focused.

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	NOCT. avowed 2019-01-26 04:33 am UTC (link)
	I know things are... really fucking shitty right now and you, all of us, need to focus but we're going to talk about this some more later. This is important and I want to talk to you about it. You're important. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	GLADIO. ascension 2019-01-26 01:51 pm UTC (link)
	~~I -~~ Gladio - Okay. We'll talk about it later. And [...] I appreciate this. A lot. I'm feeling a little better thanks to you. I really don't know what I'd do if you weren't with me, Glad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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2019-01-26 05:30 pm UTC (link)

[ He doesn't reply to the last message because he's got his hands full, half a dozen bags of food hanging between them, and only a few minutes away from the building anyways. He'd left Henruit at Caroline's - a look of indignation from the dog when Gladio had tried to get him to come along. Which Gladio supposed was just as well. Of all of them Lucas was the one most unable to defend himself and Gladio felt a bit better walking away knowing both EDI and Henruit were there.

Gladio set the bags of food and drink down for everyone and then immediately moved to Noctis. He wrapped his arms tightly around Noct, not really caring that there was an audience in the room - most of them he assumed had already figured out things weren't exactly a normal friendship between them and the food provided a good distraction. Gladio just held on for a long moment before he pulled back to let his hands rest on Noctis' shoulder and their gazes lock. ]

You got this. [ And he couldn't help but think of those dark days in the wake of Altissia so many years ago. How it should have been this instead of the communication breakdown they'd fallen into - both too lost in their own anger and grief and worry. Working against each other instead of with each other. This was better. So much better. ]

There's a rice bowl in there for you, no veggies. [ And he doubted Noctis would eat more than a few bites of it, but it would at least be something. Gladio dropped his hands and moved back to the table, Ilayne handing him notes of where they were at so far as he sat in one of the chairs. ]

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ascension
2019-01-26 07:25 pm UTC (link)

[ Noctis didn't realize Gladio was even there before strong arms were wrapping around him, and he made a soft, desperate little noise in the back of his throat, immediately burrowing in close. It helped so much. He felt grounded in a way he couldn't name, like his feet were finally touching land after years and years trapped at sea. The room wasn't quite so loud as it had seemed a moment ago, either, and he could breathe, shaky and uneven, but there.

This was infinitely better than how they'd handled tense situations in the past. Noctis gave a little nod at Gladio's words, but there was more to the gratitude warming his whole expression. So much more. He tightened his grip on when his friend moved to go, however, and drew Gladio in close again for one last hug, murmuring a quiet, ] Love you, [ under his breath.

It didn't fix everything. Not by a long shot. But Gods, did he feel more like a person now. So he reluctantly let Gladio leave and turned to pick at some of the food, managing to keep a bit down while he worked on reviewing what they'd gathered on the protesters. ]

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