I need to make another one of these, y'all. Please forgive me.
I have been dealing with too much lately. Both my laptop and my PC just died within days of one another, but I recently was able to replace the laptop. I'm struggling with school because I have some very serious health issues, and I'll be straight with you guys. I know I shouldn't panic until more tests are done and I know, but I'm really, really scared. And really depressed. I haven't felt much like doing anything or talking or even typing. I went into full hide my head in the sand mode and pretend it's not happening and that I can just hermit until it all goes away.
I don't want to go full sob story mode, but I'm sorry. I love this game, and I love you all. You're my friends, but I kinda shied away from everyone for a bit. I'm avoidant that way when things get to be too much. But I'm crawling back online and stuffs. I'll try and pop into AIM a bit tonight. I just. I'm so sorry. I really just kinda gave up for a while because I resigned myself to something that we're not even 100%, and I was just really discouraged from, well, basically 90% of things.