I'm pretty sure we can figure it out. Even going to out to eat would be fun. Or seeing the horses again.
Well, you had older siblings so you had a lot to live up to and you felt the need to prove yourself. But the important thing is that I don't think so. My mother thought it would be more beneficial if i were castle trained than going to a real school. That was her vice for making me into her doll because she never got what my step-cousin Snow White was: The Fairest of Them All. And she got the prince. So she made me into something I wasn't, though the fashion was always an interest of mine. I'm sure she cared in her own way, she just thought verbal and emotional abuse were good parenting skills. That is until I broke free and got a backbone of my own.