I'm not going to accept them together by force. I'm not likely to do it anyway. I just.... I always thought Dean was straight. This is... I don't even know what to do. It's not like me speaking up is going to matter. I got in huge trouble recently for how I handled Castiel.
She... she calls them both Dad and Daddy. I don't call my dad Dad yet. I'm not ready. And right now I might not ever be.
Running is something I really might do. I don't want to be here with them. If I went to Uncle Sam’s though he'd just send me back home. So I’m trapped. Literally.
If I change my mind I'll let you know. Right now I can't.... I don’t know if I could live with myself.
So? If there had been a gun, would you have used it? I have better willpower than that.