Sam | Dean
There's no way for you to understand it even if I told you. It's not something you can describe. But it doesn't matter in the end whether I tell you everything or not. You know what you need to know.
I don't. Can't figure you wouldn't tell that other version of me or Cas, but I'm not going to drag this in circles because I don't have the time.
I don't care about anyone's feelings or the peace of your whole group. What I care about is getting myself and Wings out of here so we can save Sammy. So either you keep this to yourself, or you give me a time to tell everyone else on my terms because I swear, Sam, I will fight back if they come after me. Cas and I are my brother's only hope and I'm not going to let anyone stop me.