I have been through so much lately... I was in a car accident, and I was in a coma for awhile. When I woke up, I lost six years of my life. The last thing I remembered was beating beaten up and left for dead at a Sadie Hawkins dance when I was 13.
But.... that's not all they did to me. While my date was just laying there unconscious, they gang raped me. He had to watch it all. It... I had finally started to be able to deal with it. And now it's right back in the forefront.
And... my husband, I don't even remember him and I know how hard that is on him. And while I feel safe with him..... I can't be what he needs and I know how hard that is too.
I don't know what to do and I'm so upset all the time that I'm having panic attacks again.