Shaun Hastings Knows Too Much For His Own Good (guyfawkes23) wrote in angelnet, @ 2017-05-18 05:20:00 |
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Entry tags: | !inhibitions plot, shaun hastings, tadgh molloy |
I hit someone that I'm supposed to be in charge of. I abused my authority in the worst possible way, the way I saw MY mentor do once, and I hate myself for it. We were talking and he wouldn't bloody shut up about a lot of things and kept running his mouth and I lost my mind and hit him and enjoyed the fact I made him bleed.
I'm no better than the awful things that I saw Bill do, when I promised myself I would never abuse my position over someone in that way, and I HATE that it felt good and that I was so angry I exploded after months of staying calm in dealing with him.
I may need some. a lot, of leadership advice and tips to make this right besides giving him a sincere apology but it feels like I ought to do more than that. Does anyone have ideas for how to set things right without resigning?
Urges or not, I can't give in again.