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blazing_ginny (blazing_ginny) wrote in ampfe,
@ 2009-12-18 21:03:00

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ginny weasley, harry potter

Who: Harry Potter and Ginny Weasley
What: Ginny is restless on the way back to school
When: Jan 2nd, 1996
Where: Hogwarts Express
Rating:TBD

Restless. Ginny felt so restless she wanted to crawl right out of her skin. She was sitting on the edge of one of the traincar seats with Dean and he was playing with her hair. Ginny wanted to swat his hand away, she had had enough of Dean Thomas lately. It wasn’t that he wasn’t a decent bloke and a good snogger, but something was definatley off since before Christmas break when they had quarrled on the train on the way home. And then there was Harry, Harry who she had spent the last two weeks with and no matter how she tried to fit it, still loved him no matter how hard she tried not too. There had been an akward moment on the stairs when she was sure he was going to kiss her when everyone else had gone to bed, but Ron had interupted them.

Dean was prattling on to Seamus about Quidditch, neither of them had decent taste in teams or players. Dean made an off color remark about her favorite team, the Harpies, and nudged her in a way that irritated her. She hoped up at once as if she had been waiting for the nudge.
“Right, I’m off for a bit, I need to talk to Hermione,” she invented lamely and pushed the sliding door aside so she could exit before Dean could protest or follow her.

The hallway was pretty empty. She made her way down the corridor, peeking in here and there to see if anyone she wanted to talk to but didn’t find anyone. Ginny eventually found herself at the back of the train where there were a couple of empty cars, she slid the door open to the last one, pulled the blinds and sat down, leaning her face against the glass.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 03:13 am UTC (link)

Harry had escaped from the car he'd been in. It was far too depressing sitting about while Ron and Hermione was off doing their Prefect duties. He was still smarting a bit that Dumbledore hadn't selected him as one. He couldn't help but wonder why.

He was in his uniform, having changed. Harry's tie was loose though and the top button was undone. His hair stuck up a little on top after he'd given up on trying to flatten it in the loo when he was changing.

Making his way to the back of the train, he wished he'd brought something to do so he could sit back there and avoid everyone. Maybe he would catch Draco up to something; he was still convinced that Draco was helping Voldemort and the Death Eaters.

Reaching the end, he was prepared to turn around when he saw a familiar figure in one of the cars. His heart skipped a beat. "Ginny?" he called out softly, a little worried that something might be wrong.

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 03:18 am UTC (link)

Ginny had been totally lost in her thoughts, she knew that she should break it off with Dean if it didn't feel right but she didn't know what the point was if she wasn't going to get Harry... of course he was single now...

She lightly banged her head in frustration against the cold glass. She snapped out of her thoughts when she heard her name, looking towards the compartment window she saw Harry standing there. Her stomach flipped slightly and she felt a smile break across her face.

"Hi Harry," she said, waving him in, hoping he would join her but scared of it all at the same time.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 03:26 am UTC (link)

Harry watched and wondered what was wrong with Ginny as she knocked her head against the glass in frustration. Honestly, he wished he had a chance to do that. It did make him feel better when he did that. Harry bet the cold glass would feel wonderful on his forehead. He grinned at the thought.

Ginny's smiled made him smile back immediately, though the expression was shy. Harry felt his heart swell when she looked so happy to see him. Should he ask her what was bothering her? He couldn't stop it before it slipped out. "How are you doing?" It was a stupid question because he hadn't left her all that long ago.

Was it too much to hope for that she and Dean had another fight? Did that make him a bad person?

"Mind if…sit?" he asked cautiously, still in the doorway.

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 03:34 am UTC (link)

Harry had such a lovely smile, and his eyes... she mentally shook her head and told herself not to forget that DEAN was her boyfriend. She resisted the urge to pull on her clothing or do some other nervous twitch that would give away how much she liked him and how nervous he made her feel sometimes.

"I'm fine, just thinking about things," she brushed her hair out of her face, the light catching the fire red and gold gleams there. She hadn't changed into her uniform yet, she had it in the bag she had brought with her on the train so she didn't have to dig through her trunk... of course she had left that back with Dean. Seeing Harry in his uniform she resisted the urge to straighten his tie. That was a very girl friend thing to do, not a friend thing to do... which was what they are, friends.

"Please," she nodded, patting the seat beside her before she realized she was suggesting he sit down next to her when the whole compartment was empty.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 03:43 am UTC (link)

Harry wondered if Ginny might be mad at him. Was it about the stairs on Christmas? Was she mad that he had almost kissed her? Ginny and Dean were together so maybe she was mad about it. That didn't make him feel good…

"Things?" he prompted, wondering if she would actually answer. The way Ginny's hair caught the sunlight made it hard to be around her. It was too hard not to think of her as what he wanted her to be instead of what she was; his friend and Dean's girlfriend. Just the though of him made his chest tighten reflexively.

Stepping in, he paused to look between the two benches. Should he sit across from her or beside her? She patted the seat beside her but did that mean she wanted him to sit there or was it just a generic invitation? Why was he feeling so indecisive and insecure?

Harry took long enough that the pause was pretty awkward. Sitting on the bench next to her, Harry left some space between them. "Thanks."

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 03:49 am UTC (link)

Harry looked conflicted and uncomforatble and Ginny felt bad, why did he look so strained around her all the time? Did he like her as much as she liked him? She was so sure he had been leaning in to kiss her that night, so sure.

"Yes, lots of things, life sure doesn't get any easier the older we get does it?" she asked him with a sad smile. He would know where she was coming from.

He had hesitated before sitting down, she wondered if he didn't want to sit next to her, or maybe he did? She bit her bottom lip and smiled sideways at him through a curtain of hair as he sat.

"What brings you to this part of the train?" she asked him, tracing patterns on the material of the seat between them with one finger.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 04:00 am UTC (link)

"No," Harry agreed readily. He was happy for the distraction because his mind leapt to the danger of Voldemort and the Death Eaters. In his naivety, Harry feared that less than the perils of dating and girls and confusing mixed emotions. "It really doesn’t get easier." He shook his head and chuckled sardonically. "And I thought Umbridge was as bad as it could get at Hogwarts."

Harry's eyes were drawn to Ginny's finger tracing hypnotic patterns. "I just…" He shrugged. "…was getting tired of who I was sitting with," Harry confessed. "I just needed a break, I guess."

"You?"

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 04:05 am UTC (link)

"She was such an old toad," Ginny wrinkled her nose up at the idea of that horrible woman. Nobody knew it but she had helped Fred and George plan their great escape. She wished last year at this time she could have blown off Umbridge and her bloody decrees like her brothers. She knew her mum would have had kittens though.

Ginny's finger didn't stop moving but she looked up into Harry's face as he confessed why he was there, "oh, well I can get that, I was tired of Dean to be honest. Guess that's not a good sign, is it? Haven't been back together for three whole hours and am I itching to get away."

She had confessed it before she realized what she was saying. She triend not to blush and waited for his reaction.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 04:17 am UTC (link)

"She really was," Harry agreed with a laugh that helped ease some of the tension he felt. "I was so happy when she got sacked. My favorite day at Hogwarts, so far, I think." Even talking about it made him happy. Ginny looked so cute when she wrinkled her nose…

"Oh, that's…too bad. Sorry." Harry couldn't hide that he was far from sad to hear things were going bad with Dean. Though he used to like Dean, Harry didn't like him as much since he started dating Ginny.

He hoped Ginny didn't notice that he was actually pretty happy for her being unhappy with Dean.

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 04:23 am UTC (link)

Ginny grinned at him, she liked the way his eyes sparkled when he laughed. "I know, rotten old cow got what she deserved," she agreed with a giggle.

Harry didn't sound too sorry, come to that, he didn't look it either. She drew wider patterns on the seat until she brushed his hand accidentally-on-purpose. "I'm not, its just not working. He is a good guy and everything, just maybe not the one for me?" she suggusted. She looked at him sideways again, she wanted so badly for him to try and kiss her again. They were all alone, here at the back of the train... no one to bother them.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 04:38 am UTC (link)

Harry liked to hear Ginny giggle. He liked it when she was happy too. Though the topic was nothing that really mattered anymore, he was happy to take happiness where he could find it and was happy to see Ginny happy even over something like the sacking of Umbridge.

"Maybe," Harry agreed quickly and readily. He wasn't sure what he should say though. If Ginny was asking him as a friend, he would be a shite friend to sabotage her dating Dean because he fancied her.

Why was she looking at him like that?

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	blazing_ginny 2009-12-19 04:42 am UTC (link)
	She was happy that she and Harry had gotten to a place where they could talk and laugh together. The way she used to act around him made her cringe inwardly now, she had behaved so stupid... "Harry, I..." she leaned forward slightly, hoping that he would take the hint and kiss her. She brushed her hand against his again for good measure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 04:48 am UTC (link)

"Yes?" Harry asked breathlessly. Her hand touching his the second time registered. The first time, assuming it was an accident, he didn't give it a second thought. Now that she was doing it again, it was inescapable that it was on person.

Ginny was leaning in. It was the stairs all over again! Harry found himself leaning in as he wrestled with what to do. Ginny had a boyfriend. What should he do?!

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 04:51 am UTC (link)

Ginny let her fingers really linger this time, she could see comprehension dawning in Harry's face. She also realized she was about to ruin their friendship if this wasn't what he wanted. Her stomach flipped slightly but she didn't stop leaning in, she was a Gryffindor after all, she was brave.

Harry was leaning towards her too, Ginny closed the gap a little more, looking into his sparkling emerald eyes, "its you I want," she whispered before her lips found his and she kissed him.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 04:55 am UTC (link)

Harry felt his heart swell when Ginny admitted that she wanted him. Though he hadn't always, that he could admit, Harry certainly wanted her now and had all year. Seeing her the first day on the train had been almost painful.

Ginny's warm touch felt wonderful even though it was soft and fleeting. He couldn't move away from her lips; the draw was far too powerful. Harry pursued his lips as Ginny kissed him.

Lightly, they parted so lightly capture her top lip.

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 05:01 am UTC (link)

Ginny could tell Harry wasn't pulling away, he was being bloody noble, which was what Harry did.

Her kiss had been soft but she hadn't pressed it. She wanted to feel Harry take the next step. When he didn't pull back her heart leapt and she felt his lips part to capture her top lip. She melted against his mouth, parting her lips slightly so he could deepen the kiss if he wanted to, her soft hand moved up and brushed his cheek, into his unkempt hair she loved so much.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 05:06 am UTC (link)

Harry's eyes pinched shut. He felt Ginny's lips part. Having had an older girlfriend, Harry knew what that meant. Ginny wanted to deepen the kiss. He really wanted to. He leaned into her hand cupping his cheek.

Should he really be doing this?

Suddenly, he pulled away. "Sorry, sorry," he stammered. Harry felt terribly guilty. "I shouldn't have…" Harry took all the blame. He couldn't help it; there was no way that he could ever blame Ginny.

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	blazing_ginny 2009-12-19 05:08 am UTC (link)
	He was pulling away an apologizing and Ginny was mortified. She had thought they were about to have a lovely first snog session and now he was backing away. "I'm sorry," she mumbled, looking down at her hands and feeling tears in her brown eyes, "I know you don't like me that way." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 05:14 am UTC (link)

Harry's mouth fell open. "You are sorry?" he asked. He looked at her, Harry's eyebrows were high on his head as he looked at her. "You don't need to be. I just…shouldn't have…taken advantage like that. You are upset and you are my friend and you have a boyfriend…"

Should he tell her? What did she feel? It was wrong not to tell her. "It's not that. I…do. I just…I didn't want to…take advantage of being your friend and ruin things with Dean if you don't want to end things with him. You know?"

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 05:18 am UTC (link)

"Harry, stop being so noble," she chuckled softly, looking at him, "I kissed you. You're not taking advantage of me."

"But I do want to end it with him, I told you Harry, its you I want, it always has been," she told him in a small voice, wanting him to sweep her into his arms and kiss her again. He had just admitted he liked her.

Her heart was hammering against her ribs now as she shook her head at him, "you never get anything you want Harry, for once, you should have what you want."

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 05:54 am UTC (link)

Harry wasn’t convinced. Wrapped up in being the good guy, he had to be, Harry felt like that was exactly what he was doing. “Are you sure?” he asked her. Harry felt like it was his responsibility to be the one to make sure this wasn’t going to hurt Ginny later.

Hermione had told him that Ginny was over him and that she had moved on. It had hurt him at the time; he surprised that he wasn’t relieved, actually. But now it seemed that she’d never been over him. Harry was so happy that he didn’t really know how to react beyond that.

Harry squirmed in his seat. Suddenly, he surged forward and took her in his arms. Pulling her close, Harry pressed his lips to hers hoping they would part for him again. He was still worried but he couldn’t resist her anymore…

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 06:01 am UTC (link)

She gave a low, soft laugh and nodded, "very sure." Why didn't he get it had always been him?

All those years that had gone by, Ginny's feelings for Harry had changed from awe-struck to a real, deep connection. She felt like because of what she had been through with Riddle's diary she understood him better than anyone else did. She was so scared that he wouldn't want her the same way she had looked else where for someone because it hurt so much. Yet here they were now...

Suddenly, he had his strong arms around her tiny frame and he was holding her to him, kissing her like she had always wanted him to. She moaned softly, happily against his mouth and parted her lips for him again, sliding her arms around his neck and pulling him closer still, her heart skipping a beat in joy.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 06:05 am UTC (link)

Harry’s ability to hold back broke when she assured him. He still wasn’t totally convinced but the teenage boy couldn’t help himself. She smelled so good; soft, sweet and flowery. Ginny clung to him so tightly that he pressed his lips more firmly to hers.

Tentative at first, Harry took her top lip between hers, then the bottom one. Harry’s hands rested on her back and he began to lightly rub up and down. His heart hammered in his chest and his whole body tingled.

Slowly, her ran his tongue lightly along her lip experimentally.

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blazing_ginny
2009-12-19 06:13 am UTC (link)

Ginny purred into the kiss, she was so lost in a sea of getting everything she had ever wanted she felt high. He deepened the kiss and rubbed her back in a way that made her light headed. She could get used to this.

He smelled like grass and leather, like the Quidditch pitch and she loved it. When his tongue flicked out she parted her lips slightly more and pushed her tongue out to meet his, teasing it with the tip.

She pushed a hand up into the hair at the bottom part of his neck and clung to him there. She let out happy little groans as she let him deepen the kiss. She wanted more, she had wanted this for so long that she wanted to jump up and down with happiness.

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ss_npcs2
2009-12-19 06:18 am UTC (link)

Ginny’s tongue meeting his sent a surge through Harry. He didn’t need any more encouragement to chase it back into her mouth. Not one to be able to even manage coy, Harry was lured into giving Ginny the kiss she wanted.

The more they kissed, the harder she clung to him, Harry started to feel more and more excited. Happy didn’t even begin to describe it but there was…something else. He felt warm and he felt himself slowly start to harden in his slacks.

Squirming and moving, he tried to be subtle and hide it. He didn’t want Ginny to think he was a perv! Kissing her a bit harder, Harry hoped that would distract her from his moving and shifting.