"Yes, okay! I can't!" Sara said, frustrated, more at herself than anyone. She hated it. It wasn't long before she began to breakdown.
Tracey's words struck Sara like a slap, though she knew she had no right to feel that way. "You've...had dinner with her?" Her fists clenched. It wasn't out of betrayal though, not really. It was out of jealousy. Heidi always could have Tracey in a way Sara never could.
Sara could feel Tracey pull her into a hug and she buried her face in the blonde's neck as she began to sob. "I'm sorry..." she said weakly. "I don't deserve you, that's why I push you away...to save you...I know...that all I'll ever do is get scared and end up breaking your heart again...I don't want to do that...I'm such a weak, miserable person..."