Sara could hear Tracey's words clearly, but she couldn't let herself follow them. She squeezed her eyes shut and tried to block it out as she continued moving her hips against Tracey. She wanted to be gentle with her, so much, but she couldn't let herself. She knew if she did, her feelings would get much too real.
"I...can't..." she whispered as she still didn't let up. "You know that." She had told Tracey in school why she was cruel to her. It was to hide her over-bearing love. She wondered if Tracey remembered. "I can't let myself...be gentle with you..."
Sara heard Tracey's begging, but still ignored it. She wanted Tracey to come, maybe that would make her forget.