"Nothing?" Heidi gave a throaty chuckle. "I'd say it was doing something, otherwise, it wouldn't be bothering you..."
Hearing Tracey's voice, Heidi's heart broke a little. "Yeah..." she mumbled. She wanted nothing more than to stay, she was fighting herself not to, knowing that it would only lead to bad things and a few steps back. But was going to a strip club with Ginny any better? Ginny wouldn't break my heart... Heidi thought bitterly to herself.
Turning to Tracey, she met her eyes with a look of sadness and conflict. "Do you...do you want me to stay?" She knew that all she had to hear was Tracey saying yes and she would rip up her reply and tell Ginny that she couldn't meet her and stay with Tracey.