Heidi let her head fall back as she stared at the ceiling for a moment before answering. What was she doing? One second she wanted this, the next she didn't, same with Tracey. Why was this so hard? She knew in her heart that it would probably only end up complicating things and that it would probably end up hurting her in the end even more, but still...
"I know..." Heidi said, her voice somewhat of a groan as she gave an exasperated chuckle.
Lifting her head back up to look at Tracey approach, she couldn't resist giving her a sexy grin. She was well aware of Tracey's eyes on her and wanted to take full advantage. This was a defense mechanism of her own, she was perfectly aware. Resorting to seduction and sex to make the other person forget the problems. That was why Ginny and she lasted as long as they did; the sex was great.