Heidi watched the scenery silently for a few moments, letting the wind breeze through her hair. She would always come out her in her brief stretches of sobriety and think.
"I mean..." she looked down, not sure what she was getting at or why she was telling Tracey this. She sighed, "I don't know what I mean."
She turned to Tracey. "This should make me happy. I have a great home, great career money, a place where I can be anything I want and no one would know the difference." She sighed. "It doesn't."
"The only thing that makes me happy is thinking of you, before I remember what happened betwen us." She returned to look at the view. "We were happy, weren't we?"
She turned back to Tracey and she wasn't going to pull any punches, "Why did you give that up, me, for a shitty job and a sucky life? I could have supported you. I could have given you whatever you wanted. We could have had a life, so why did you do what you did?"