Closing her eyes, Heidi felt at ease, just a little as Tracey had admitted it was a mistake. But still, she was hurt. "You hurt me, Trace." She said, feeling her tears come again as she slipped into using the nickname once more. "So badly..."
"I miss you too." Heidi said in her strained voice as her tears fell. "Every day. I think about you all the time. When I'm with a girl I wish it was you..."
Getting up once more, Heidi moved to Tracey. "Loving you made me happy." She stopped well within Tracey's boundaries. "After feeling that, I don't think I know how to be happy without love."