"I had to," Tracey replied, her tone full of the shame she felt as she was unable to hide it anymore. It wasn't worth trying to explain it to Heidi. "I might have even…fooled myself into thinking I was."
"You might be surprised," Tracey told her. She had been terribly lonely over the last five years. Sara had been her only lover and she was hardly caring or supportive in any way. At least Heidi didn't know about it. Unlike Heidi, Tracey's love life wasn't tabloid material.
Tracey made a disgusted sound as Heidi went and took a drink of Vodka but she didn't say anything else.