Heidi felt frustration well up inside of her as Tracey tried to reason out what she should do. She clenched her fists. "I don't want anyone else!" Heidi yelled.
Feeling the tears well up in her eyes, she quickly brushed them away. "Don't you think I've tried to find a girl like that?" Heidi explained. "I have. But I can't find someone to..." she stopped herself from saying "to replace you.". "To do that with."
Heidi ran a hand through her hair and tried to calm herself. "Your right, not everyone is like you. But that's part of the problem." Besides the main problems with Tracey, the fear and shame, Heidi loved everything about her. And she couldn't find anyone else like that.