Tracey's reply made Heidi's heart ache. All Heidi had ever wanted Tracey to do was apologize for what she had done. Heidi had apologized for what she had done with Gabrielle, why wouldn't Tracey? She wanted her to admit she had been wrong, that what she had done had been wrong, that she was sorry for what she had done. But nothing came and it cut Heidi to the core.
Heidi had thought for a moment that Tracey had actually gone to one of her games, that Tracey had seen her in action and at her best. But she knew that was too much to ask for. She knew Tracey still didn't care. If she did, she wouldn't have done the things she did.
Chuckling to herself, Heidi knew she had to leave the bathroom sometime. And she did want to see Tracey before she left. Getting up, she steadied herself and stubbed out the butt of her fag before throwing it in the trashbin. Walking to the door, she opened it, letting Tracey see her, her eyes a little red and dilated from the coke and if one looked past her, they could still see the line and razor on the sink.