Heidi was growing frustrated. She didn't want to talk about her problems. It made her feel weak. "Why do you even care what I do anyway?" she asked quietly.
Clenching her jaw, Heidi tried to not let Tracey's words get her, but it was so hard. "I never thought or you like that." She said adamantly. "Ever. I always thought of you as someone I loved and my girlfriend. But apparently you just though of me as a secret and something to be ashamed of."
"I couldn't be there for you?!" Heidi yelled, so hurt by Tracey's words. "I tried to be there for you and you pushed me away. I tried to comfort you when you were outed and look what you did!" she was fuming. "I tried to give you everything you wanted. But part of what you wanted was for me to lie about my feelings and I did! But someone can only take so much of lying before it eats you up. I not a skilled liar like you are."
Heidi looked at Tracey in disbelief. "Do you really think I'd do something like that?" she asked softly. "I would never! Merlin, you know I wouldn't."
"This isn't talking, this is accussing and fighting and I don't feel like dealing with your crazy beliefs and theories.