Tracey tried to take solace in Heidi's words, but she found it very hard. Heidi didn't understand, she never had. Tracey had a few ideas about where she wanted her life to go, but people knowing that she was a deviant would impede practically all of them.
"I…I…" She was getting so worked up, almost like a little girl, that she was starting to feel nauseous and she was practically hyperventilating.
"I'm so…sorry," Tracey sobbed, knowing that Heidi had always wanted them to be public. She hoped that she wasn't hurting her being so upset by it.